Tired...

I'm so tired
of everything
yes, everything
Sickening
EXTREME SICKENING!

I feel myself
and the value to carry on
diminishing
each passing day

What used to be beautiful
is no longer beautiful
Everything seems so unreal
so fake
so cruel
so unfair

The world is nothing but shit
and I'm also part of the shit!
To get rid of the shit
I must get rid of myself too!!

Wish I can retreat and escape
to a far far far
and the most remote corner
of the Earth
never want to look back anymore

I am tired
really tired!