Friday 22 May 2009

Life goes on

人生的旅途中,起點我們不能選擇,而終點我們不能阻止出現,過程卻是在我們自己的腳下。

我們這一趟的旅途,不必在乎目的地,在乎的,是沿途風景,以及看風景的心情。暮暮朝朝又一載,每個人都是匆匆的行者。人生在世,各有各的生存狀態,各有各的心路歷程,也各有各的價值觀念,這是一個自然定律。

當然,在人生的旅行中也离不开旅伴和朋友。朋友是我們站在窗前欣赏冬日飘零的雪花時手中捧着的一盞熱茶;朋友是我们走在夏日大雨滂沱中時手裏撑着的一把雨傘;朋友是春日來臨時吹開我們心中冬的鬱悶的那一絲春風;朋友是收穫季節裏我們陶醉在秋日私語中的那杯美酒。我珍惜身邊的每位朋友,更疼惜那些曾在我生命刻下難忘記憶的知心朋友。

這些風風雨雨的日子裏,我承認某些事情我的確是錯了,但我絕對沒有惡意,更沒有任何不良心機。很遺憾的,很多事情將從此永遠成爲一個謎,沒有機會了解,也沒有機會解釋,但凡我知道錯的,我一定會去改進,一定。

I offer no excuses, for we all know that Buddhists believe what goes around comes around, and our destiny lies beneath our feet. I'm not perfect, but I've put in my best effort. I'm not always right, but I swear the intention to get it right has always been there. I am only human, and human do make mistake, but I'm not using this as an excuse.

We learn and pick up a little lesson here and there as we travel, and I admit I've learned the hard way this time. It has been a very very painful period/experience for me, and I know I've equally caused as much pain to you. For this, I must apologise to you with all utmost sincerity(sorry).

I'm slowly picking up the pieces of my life lately but I know it's already way too late to turn back the clock now. There are things that will remain unexplained forever. No amount of effort can change the world anymore. Things can never be the same again as the world around me has turned upside down since then. Looking back and regret will only re-open the wound in my heart and starting to bleed again. I also don't possess the power to change one's perception for I believe it has been fixed and carved to the stone for eternity. I just have to accept the reality.

Moving forward, I can only pray and wish that time will heal... . And on my part, I shall strive to do better and fill in the gaps whenever possible for the remaining of my life journey. You shall always be in my prayers~

No comments: